A survey 'cause i was bored. Rule #1: If you open this you GOTTA take it. Rule # 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks Rule #3: Only answer True or False --- Q: Kissed more than one person on your top friends? false Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? true Q: You like someone? true Q: Held a snake? true Q: Been suspended from school? false Q: Kissed in the rain? false Q: Sang in the shower? true Q: Sat on a roof top? true Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? false Q: Broken a bone? false Q: Shaved your head? false Q: Played a prank on someone? true Q: Had/have a gym membership? false Q: Donated Blood? true Q: Had your heart broken? true Q: Broken someone's heart? true "Who was your last?" just be 100% truthful LAST PERSON. 1. You hung out with? wonderful + grass 2. last person you texted? danielle and patring 3. last person you slept next too? ate bel 4. Went to the movies with? joseph 5. Went to the mall with? wonderful + grass 6. You talked to on the phone? dr. ed (my dentist) 7. Made you laugh? my dad 8. You hugged? my mom 9. you kissed? where? my friends, cheeks 10. Made you cry? he who must not be named WOULD YOU RATHER... 1. Be serious or be funny? funny 2. Drink whole or skim milk? whole milk 3. Die in a fire or get shot? get shot ANSWER TRUTHFULLY... 1. Sun or moon? moon 2. dark or light chocolate? dark 3. Left or right? right 4. Sunny or rainy? rainy 5. Hugs or kisses? hugs 6. Where do you live? at what time of the month? haha. Batangas City and Quezon City 7. Rock or Techno? rock 8. Do you want to get married? yes 9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl 10. Do You Cook? yes 11. Current mood? bored and tinatamad IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU... 1. Kissed someone? no 2. Sang? yes 3. Been hugged? yes 4. Like someone you can't have? uh. No na ata. Repost this as, ''WHO WAS YOUR LAST?"

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”

- Jim Morrison

And because Jim said such, I will not hide whatever pain I am feeling right now. Yes, a lot of things pain me. But since I am not afraid of feeling and even of hurting, then I'm admitting it. I'm in pain...my arms hurt from bringing that sofa to CAS from the 12th floor of Astral and back.

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

- Neil Gaiman

I was tagged by Anton (who was tagged by ate Prichie) and Miggy (who was tagged by Michael) and Sammy (who was tagged by Deborah) (haha. ngayon lang ako gumawa!)

In the 8 facts about you, you share 8 things that your readers don’t know about you.

Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.

– Each blogger must post these rules first.
– Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
– Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their 8 things and post these rules.
– At the end of your blog, you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.
– Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

1. I tried everything as a kid, but never really master anything. I did ballet, I tried figure skating, I did piano, I have a little training in theater and voice because of piano...the list goes on and on. OH! I also tried in-line skating! I enjoyed my childhood though, no pressure from my parents whatsoever.

2. I never learned how to swim. Yes, after three (yes three) different teachers I still don't know how to swim. I am proud to say that I am the only student from Lozada that never learned how to swim and I think I did Milo din. haha! I'm such a loser.

3. I hate smoking. I really really hate smoking. I cannot imagine myself purposely inhaling smoke into my body. And yes, despite the fact that I hang out with a smoker most of the time (read: anton) I still don't smoke. It's not my thing talaga. I also don't understand why people need to smoke, it's just gross. haha! but of course, I don't MAKE my friends stop, i just try to convince them but if they keep on doing it, then wala na ako magagawa. Basta ako, second hand smoke is already plenty for me.

4. I'm a great cook! haha! I love cooking and baking and I always cook for my family when I can. I started learning how to cook when I was 3 or 4. Basic easy things lang, like pancakes and hotdogs and eggs, too. I even remember my mom telling me na I would know when to flip the pancake kasi bubbles start to appear then pag naging holes na yung bubbles i can flip it na daw. So there. hehe.

5. I LURVE TO EAT! Jollibee spaghetti is the best! haha. That's really one of the things I look forward to in life. haha! It's a great comfort food. I love it. And I also love Jollibee's burger steak. Me and my friends enjoy eating at Jollibee. haha! I also love eating pizza! Any kind of pizza except the one's with anchovies. I love my Kuya Jon's California Maki..sobrang sarap...closest to it na ang TB maki.

6. I find burps funny! haha. Unlike most people who think burps are gross, I really enjoy laughing at burps. haha! The best burp I've ever heard is my kuya Jon's! haha. It's really funny when guys burp. Parang nakakatawa pag isipin mo kung saan galing yung resonance nun at yung mechanism kung paano nakaka-create ang tao ng burp! haha.

7. Things I want to get as Gift: White Lillies with green flowers. (yes! green flowers. green flowers are really great! haha. czar likes them too!), Siomai! Yes! SIOMAI! I don't know why though. Siopao would be great too! haha. I also want to receive Conti's Mango Bravo or a chocolate caramel cake! haha! As big as the one in Matilda!

8.I have already planned out my life with a guy. Haha! But he doesn't know it yet. haha. I've been waiting for him for 3 years. (going on four) I'm just hoping and waiting and wishing and praying. Haha! haha! I promise to give him pizza when he's in MedSchool na, midnight snack while he's studying. Haha!

I was tagged by Anton, Miggy and Sammy. (dapat ba 24 i-tag ko?)
Now, I'm tagging:
1. Isabel Perez
2. Amelie Colobong
3. Danielle Escano
4. Micole Gotauco
5. Majo (bagojo) Tolentino
6. the toothfairy
7. the sandman
8. the boogie monster

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHEN!

(SEPT 18)
who would have thought that such a quiet kid
would grow up to be such a funny guy

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my "8 random things about me" will be published soon! haha. wait for it. haha. I'm not in the mood. and i'm currently too busy. haha. in the mean time, yan munang birthday greeting ko kay tep ang tignan niyo. haha!

THANKS.
it was like we were never apart.

I'LL BE BLOGGING AGAIN!
(starting now)

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I'm Back. Truth is, I already miss blogging. It's really an outlet for all the insanity in me. (Yes, I am insane.) I never thought that such silly things helped me keep sane.I need a place to ramble and talk without anyone judging me or making me feel bad. It's actually healthy. I mean, rambling and getting all the negative energy out of your system. And I would like to announce to the whole world that I will keep on rambling until I die, rather until I can (given the whole scheduling and stuff and school and all that). And, and...I will never let anyone stop me from rambling. (I do not really ramble, I just talk like a machine gun [is that how you define rambling?] , but since people like to use that word then let's all use that word.)

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An Open Letter to the WORLD:

To Whom it May Concern:

I would like to inform you that I do not like/LOVE/whatever- people-perceived-it-to-be HIM anymore. I just don't anymore. It was just a phase, and that phase ended ages ago. It does not require an explanation, nor does it mean that I'm bitter (as some people may think), it just all ended. Maybe all I needed was to get sick to realize a lot of things. So there. I would also appreciate it if people would not question/interrogate me regarding this topic. It is now officially over. EVERYTHING. And oh, NO, there is no one NEW. It's just it, I've had it with him and I'm throwing in the towel. I would also like to thank all my friends for keeping me sane and constantly reminding me that HE's not worth it and that I deserve better. I have finally realized all of the things you have been saying before.

With this letter, I end all the Blog Posts and "ramblings" about him.

Sincerely,
Katrina


PS:
Rocks don't deserve love. I tried my best to get through him, but he just won't budge. So there, again, I repeat: ROCKS DON'T DESERVE LOVE.