i think that nothing would realy be better that to just type away today..it's also been quite sometine since i last updated my blog..and much has come to pass..well anyway..here goes..

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nice morning for me...

i rode the LRT2 today, as i do every single day, but today was gugulion times better than any
other day..WHY?? well, while i was on the escalator going down, i chanced upon a very famliar
face..one that has forever made my heart melt..he was right there in front of me!!! our eyes
locked for a moment, but we both looked down after a while..MY GAHD!!! he is definitely the
cutest, hottest guy i have ever seen!!! (well, hmmhmm is also cute..but not as hot..)...that
moment that was only about 5-10 seconds in reality lasted for a lifetime..and made me smile all
day..oh, how i love you... :).i hope i get to see him again..tomorrow..anytime..anywhere..he's just
too perfect tlga..haha..this is starting out to be nonsense..anyway..haha..wala lng..:P

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oooooohh..math...again...

i love you kuya edwin kahit na hindi tayo maxado nakapagusap kanina...i am really really thankful for your undying patience and presence..hahaha..although you once again wrote down HIS name..this time not on a piece of paper but on my hand..i still love you..thanks!!! oh, sorry for the flower and butterfly.. *hugs*

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i should've kept my mouth shut..

well, i was, as always, in Rob Food Court during lunch time...and i do not know what stupid hallucinations i had, but, i suddenly saw my friend tino, who was BTW studying at DLSU, so i started to shout:

kat: TINO!!!
(the guy looks for the voice)
kat: TINO!!!!
(was already sure it was tino)
kat: TINOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
(the guy just walks along)
kat: (badly wanting to be able to greet TINO, stood on the benches and walked pass miggy and ryan, ran as fast as my slippery shoes would permit, then tapped the guy at the back..)
kat: TINO!
(the guys looks at me..bewildered)
(it was NOT TINO!!!!)
kat: (overcome by embarassment) ay, sorry..
kat: (walks back to the table disappointed but more embarassed)
kat: hindi si tino..
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (laughing)
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (more..)
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (and more..)
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (and more..)
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (and more..)
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (and more..)
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (and more..)
micole: ( with teary eyes, mumbled) ansakit na ng tiyan ko...
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (laughed more..)
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (and more..)
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (and more..)
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (and more..)
miggy, minnie, micole and da: (and more..)

oh, i'm never gonna do that again..ugh..never again..(turning red now..)..he really realle looked like tino though..he really did...

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missing in action:(people i usually see but didn't seen today)
IVAN (where is that nose??)
MACKY (for a guy your height, you should've been very visible..)
DK (i dunno..i just haven't seen you for a while..)
DION (you too..)
LEM (and you..)
Czar's SOULMATE (you should show yourself when czar's with me..)

SECRETARY RAUL GONZALES

A man who parades himself as a king when all this time all he had been and will be is a court jester/puppet. A person of great mediocirty and stupidity. One cannot fathom what silly committee approved such appointee to an office with great power. Moreover, it is unlikely that the greatest mathemetician in the world could calculate how such small a man can contain so much stupidity in his body. Does not think before he speaks opens his mouth. Was not taught to keep quiet and shut up, when all he has to say is garbage.


I have for the longest time been wanting to post this entry in my blog. I know that my action is actually punishable by law, but if speaking your mind and expressing your thoughts against this silly excuse we have for a governmen is a crime, then I am guilty and PROUD of it. I was never pro- or anti- government, i was just a spectator and still am. Being a UP student does not automatically make me a "destabilizer" nor thus it automatically imply that i am one of those protesters braving police infested streets. It just means that I actually am learning how to think. Not what to know, but how to think.

It is very unfortunate though that there are so many people who refuse to think, would not bother to think, or was not taught how to think. However, they are still luckier than those who, like our dear goody-goody secretary, are not physiologically capable of thinking, just opening their mouths. I pity you dear secretary. I really do. For how can a man so powerful as you can be so feeble minded? A pea-brain so to speak. A mystery not to be meddled with, but should definitely be dealt with.

I never liked the secretary, I admit. His very presence is one of those that would make a person shudder with disgust and nausea. Consequently, his manner of speaking leaves people in total bewilderment as to how such man of such many unintelligent words be part of the cabinet. I am left puzzled too.'

i do, however, have ten (10) few tips/ reminders/ requests for el secretaria:

1. There's a big difference between speaking in english while thnking in english and thinking in Tagalog while translating your thoughts to English.
   
2. Get a course on proper use of the English Language
3. Buy "An Idiot's guide to Speaking English" (if there is one)
4. Don't talk about things beyond your intellectual capacity, which is BTW that of a monkey.
5. Think before you speak. that is if you know how to think.
   
6. Don't go around parading your alma mater, think of the embarassment it would cause your school.
7. Take lessons in Good Manners and Right Conduct and start from the very beginning: 1st grade.
8. Get over the fact that you didn't pass the UPCAT during your ancient times and lay off our backs. Bitterness will get you nowhere.
9. Stop protecting that silly excuse we have for a president, donning a fake smile and interestingly gargantuous mole, who by my friend's terms, carries a pink pitchfork.

and last but not the least:

JUST STOP TALKING ALL IN ALL. The world does not need any of your stupid remarks/ opinions/ views, which should be made synonymous to non-sense in every dictionary known to men by now.

and oh, charge me with libel/inciting to sedition or in layman's terms speaking out and expressing my feelings, try me in court, convict me for a make-shift crime, have me abducted and killed, let's see who would look silly in the end. At least i'm not a blabbering monkey with a pea as an excuse for a brain.

Below is link to a written/published article by one of wisest youth models of today and my personal idol, rebuttling what our secretary said about UP students. I share this with you not to make you mad or hate el secretaria, but to spare you from the gift our dear secretary has been deprived of, a gift he chose to throw away for the sake of connections and financial stability. Moreover, it gives proof that UP students are, in every sense of the word "scholars" of the people and for the people, and that we do not have to pickett just to prove it.

REBEL WITHOUT A CLUE: Payback

For you..(i hope you get to read this..)

Dear hey,

What's up? I know we haven't spoken for a while. I was thinking about you and it kinda made me smile. So many things to say, I'm going to put them in a letter. I thought it might be easier and the words might come out better. How's your mother? How's your little sister? So many things I want to know the answers to. I wish i could press rewind and rewrite every line to the story of you and me.

I'm sorry, i really didn't mean to ramble on, but there are just a lot of feelings that needs to be gone. I guess you thought i would put it all behind me, but it seems that there are things that are always there to remind me, like a silly joke or something on the TV. It's not easy. Wish i could press rewind and turn back the hands of time.

I've tried and i've tried to get you out of my mind, but it doesn;t get better as each day goes by. Now I'm lost and confused, i have nothing to lose. Hope to hear from you soon



PS
I'm still in love with you

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my feelings for hmmhmm at this moment:

I miss you hmmhmm. I really want to talk to you again. The way we used to. And i don't want anybody to persuade you to do so, I want it to come from you. I just miss you, you see. Not for anything else, but at least for your friendship. I really liked you as a person, but somehow you've changed. And i still can't get over that. I think your just cowering away, from what, i don't know. I just think that you haven't been your true self lately. What's up? Why is your mask on? Can't you just be true once in a while and not think of anything else but what you want? I really dunno. I hope we get to talk though. Not just small brief talks, but like the one's we used to have.

PS
I'm not asking you for anything.
Just a little chat.
That's all.

*****

"It was LUST at first sight"
-danielle on our eye candy

it's been quite a while..

hmm..i was deeply inspired by czar's blog and also took that personality test thing..

Here's the list of the people i share personalities with: (very odd..)

David, King of Israel, (maybe i could rule my own kingdom too!!)
Abraham Lincoln, (i would not want to be assasinated..)
Ronald Reagan, (i really really want to keep ma memory intact though..)
William Cullen Bryant, poet
Abraham Maslow, psychologist and proponent of self-actualization
Ross Perot
Sean Connery (wow!!)
Elizabeth Dole
Francois Mitterand
Dick Van Dyke
Andy Griffith
James Garner
William Aramony, former president of United Way
Gene Hackman (Superman, Antz) (really?!)
Dennis Hopper (Speed)
Brenda Vaccaro
Craig T. Nelson (Coach)
Diane Sawyer (Good Morning America)
Randy Quaid (Bye Bye, Love; Independence Day)
Tommy Lee Jones (The Fugitive) (aliens here i come!!!)
Kirstie Alley ("Cheers," Look Who's Talking movies) (i admit we have the same body type)
Michael Jordan, NBA basketball player (i can't jump that high..)
Johnny Depp (Pirates of the Caribbean) (am i that sexy?! *kidding*)
Oprah Winfrey (ooooh..both smart asses i see..i hope i had her money..*joking*)
Bob Saget America's Funniest Home Videos, Full House
Julia Louis-Dreyfus ("Seinfeld")
Ben Stiller (The Royal Tenenbaums) (haha..i take this one as a compliment..)
Peyton Manning, Indianapolis Colts quarterback
Matthew McConaughey (The Wedding Planner) (i am sexy!!!)
Pete Sampras, Tennis Champion
Lauren Graham ("Gilmore Girls")
Ben Affleck (The Sum Of All Fears)
John Cusack (High Fidelity)
Joe Hackett, Wings

and if czar is an INFP i am actually an ENFJ person!!Extraverted Intuitive Feeling Judging!!!
(yeah.. i guess i am..)

*****

hmm..catching up:

it's been quite a while since my last blog entry..i went home to batangas where the only thing i wanted to do was sleep..well nothing much really...i mean i forgot all about it..weeeeeeee!!!!!!! i just needed to update my blog to catch up adn get my system starting again..weeeeheeeee!!!!!
well...i'll do it my updates in bullets...

• the Philo exam was a disaster..i left early, because i was already getting hungry
• i went home to batangas on a bus and surprisingly with TINO!!!! (i missed that guy so much..)
• i had my braces adjusted..
• i made tasteless salad for the first time in my whole life!!!
• i gained a few pounds..(OH NO!)
• i went back to reality sunday evening..with 4kg of coffee beans in my bag..literally!!!
• i ate lamb for the first time!!! (yum!)
• it's TEP's birthday today!!! (wow 18 na xa..)
• i saw my eye candy frst thing in the morning..which made my day complete..
• i had fun in math and comm..soc sci..
• laughed all session during comm BTW..(i love michael!!)
• i still am confused about my asymptotic pair and my forever bestfriend...(i really really love the other one, but i really really really am falling for the other one..)
• it was the first time somebody called me Katrina Antonette..(bad joke BTW..)
• i forgot to tell you that i got perfect in my soc sci quiz..(thanks minnie!!!)
• i ate too much munchkins during lunch
• i just adore kuya edwin..(really funny creature..thanks for the support!)
• i really love majo!!! (for everything..)
• i have a test on nat sci tomorrow..
• i haven't studied yet..
• i am about to study though..just finishing my blog..

• i will become a professional stalker tomorrow!!! (woooooo!!! hotness!!!)

hmm..eye candy for the eyes..but i wouldn't mind if i could be his friend...^_^

Notice To the Public:
Any information about a certain hot guy in UPM will be much appreciated...
cellphone number and schedule will be on top of the list...
THANKS!!!

friday (na naman!)..

it's not a hate campaign:
i know and you know that i don't like her and i am very vocal about it..especially these past few days..i also realia the fact that we will be together for a long time..but i don not really like her..call me an @$$ but i really do not like her..i have tried mighty hard to like her, even accept her..but i just can't..i know that when i say things about her, things that i do not make up but only observe, it always comes out negative..because it is, most of the time..i just do not like her..i am not asking anybody to hate her too because i do, it's not a hate camapign..i have just had too much already..i cannot stomach her anymore..one of these days, if she persists to be like this, she will definitely hear from me..i do not care anymore..this has got to stop..i say no more..but like i said these are just my own opinions and views..it's not a hate campaign..just my mind talking..

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teriyaki friday!:
today i had the greatest lunch ever! we ate at TERIYAKI BOY in Rob..and it was absolutely fun..not just because of the food but also because of the company..we ate so much..but we shared each and everything..and it was really fun..although i really wish everyvody were there..not really the whole block, but my friends..our then separated now together group..i really love my UPM family..i hope we have more times like these..(i'm sure we will, and the next time, everybody will be present..)..i really miss miggy though..i mean, yes we are mos of the time together in the same group, but uhm, things have becamo different now..but i still love him though..and everybady else..

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Project Boyfriend Update:
since i would have to study and finish my paper tonight, i now update my blog..as promised, i have an update on the scores and little captions..last week both my asymptotic pair and forever bestfriend had zero points and were behind my co-superhero who had 2 points..this week:

aymptotic pair: 1

(the universe has once more conspired for us to collide.)

forever bestfriend: 1

cute.funny.adorable.nice time to see you..(i'm actually crushing on you now..)

co-superhero: 2-1=1

kakatampo ka! ARGH! HRMPF!!

this space for rent: inquire inside

hmm..as i type my blog..my right ankle is still, so to say..swollen..swollen from last's tuesday's adventure..thank God however that czar's okei..(i love you czar!)

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snip snip:
well, yesterday, i finally had my haircut! (yes! thanks tita malen, thanks kuya tep!)..when i was sitting on the chair Verna (the lady who cuts our hair) asked me what cut i would want.having no idea at all, i said that i t was up to her..just as long as she takes only two inches off..

Verna: Ay! parang hindi ka din nagpagupit!
Kat: Ah..o cge po,uhm..kayo na lang po bahala..basta po ung hindi mahirap i-maintain at tska ma popony tail ko pa rin..

Afterabout more than 30 minutes of hair cutting, i am now left with hair that is about 5/8-6/8 it's original length, but i absolutely adore!!

First Day High: (the hair chronicles)
well, err..yesterday, was the frist day i went to school with my new haircut..and although majority of the population, (those i know), liked it..i present to you the best and the worst reaction i got...

the best reaction goes to..(drumroll please)..
DANIELLE!!!

(in the CAS library)
Kat: Hi guys!
Da: (looks at me with big bright eyes..)
Da: (smiles that toothy smile of hers)
Da: (holds the ends of my very short hair)
Da: Ahhhhhh!!! you look so cute!!! (with matching hair shaking..)
Kat: i know right! (thinking, "da?! anu ginagawa mo sa buhok ko?!)

the worst reaction..(which BTW has only 2 contenders..)..goes to..:(boos go in here!)
IVAN!!!!

(hmm..before 1pm)
text ni kat kay Ivan:
Ivan, asan k?(insert smiley here)
LATE reply ni ivan:
Cafe.

inside GAB lobby:
Kat: Ivan!!!
Ivan: Uy! bakit?!
Kat: Wala lang..tignan mo, all my hair's gone!!!
Ivan: oo nga...ngak! Bakit??
Kat: wala lng..( i forgot what i actually said)
Ivan: pangit..(or something like that)
Kat: (with disapointment) kaw din pag-gupit ka na, ampangit na ng buhok mo..
Ivan: papagupit na naman ako, kakapagupit ko pa lang nung isang araw...

hrmpf! Ivan talaga..hinanap pa naman tlga kita para ipakita sayo..tapos ayaw mo pala...(insert sad smiley here..)

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wanting and longing:
hmm..i was walking with czar back to CAS after lunch..both of us were carrying big, heavy bags..

czar: I need to get a boyfriend from UPM
kat: why?
czar: so that i would have a bag carrier..(or something like that..)
kat: yeah..me too..(seriously)..and a lunch buyer (jokingly)
czar: and a hand holder when it's cold
kat: and a shoulder i can lean my head on..
czar: yes..that's right..
kat: and someone to cuddle me when i feel bad (cuddle=lambing)

(then bursts of laughter thereafter, for we knew we were once again day dreaming..)
(HE came into mind by the way..i fell silent once again..)

but maybe i do want/long for that..i mean, beyond the bag carrying/lunch buying stuff (which i do not really agree with, boyfriend is not equal to yaya/daddy)..i do want someone who would make lambing (yuck! conyo!) when i feel bad, who would be my kakwentuhan about anything, who would make me feel good about everything, one who would be my best friend, onw who would be there always..just there..not needing to say or do anything to make me feel special..just being there..oh well, it's a nice thought..but i live in reality..(i do not have that)..

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to Pauleen:
i really appreciate the fact that you take time to read my blog..
i just want to clear somethings..para masaya!!
1.) tama ka kung sino yung pinaguusapan namin at kausap ko sa conversation..although hindi mo pa nababasa yung buong conversation...
2.) yung sinasabi ko na wala na dun sa conversation namin eh nadun pa rin pala...
3.) tama ka din dun sa true identity ni forever bestfriend sa project boyfriend..
4.) no, hindi si ivan si co-superhero..(incest yun..di pwede..)
5.) wala na ako masabi..basta mag uupdate ako bukas or sa sat ng project boyfriend..

"Papano ko sasabihin sakanya na mahal ko siya? Kakain ako ng sandaang hopia!"
-Doreamon (text messagefrom czar..)

a day in the life of ME:

late:(again)

hmm..i woke up at 6:55am..but the force pulling my eyelids down was too strong..so i fell aspleep once again..the next thing i knew?! it was 7:30!!! i'm gonna be late for natsci!!! AGAIN!!! hmm..but instead of going through my mad dash like the other time..i was as slow as a turtle..i eve considered not going to my first class..(but thanks to danielle my conscience was shook up despite my sleeping mind and body)..i still went to my class...although i was a few minutes late..(my class starts at 8:30 btw)..well..chem was pretty fun..my teacher taught us the existence of the mistizo and mistiza orbitals..and all those other stuff..and for the record i was indeed able to follow..(inside joke!!! Can you follow???)

reason for being late:
kausapin niyo yung dupang na langaw..na humihingi ng tulong ng 1:45 ng umaga at saktong kapapatay lng ng laptop..

Histo1:(kaklase ko ang dupang na langaw dito..=p)
wala naman nagyari sa histo class namin..nag ingay lang kami ni nissan..wala ako ibang makausap kasi wala si da or si czar..at to my surprise ito ay dahil dinala nila si czar sa clinic!!! (huwaw!! first ever na nadala sa clinic..czar deserves an award..)..dahil sa aking tinatawag na czar's painful lower-right abnominal quadrant na isa sa mga symptoms ng appendicitis..(huwaw!!! feeling doctor! alam ko kaya talaga ibig sabihin nun?!)..at guess what?! @*$%!&# ^!&#&*$! $&!)^$&! $^!&($^)!..(section omitted by blog regulatory board [brb (be right back?!)])..weniway..pag talaga si nissan ang katabi...hay nissan...bakit ka kasi nag blue today?? (huh?! ang layo nun ah!!!)..

PGH!!!:
at ayun na nga po..natapos ang histo class namin at dalidali kong hinanap sina czar, minnie at danielle..at dahilsa aking common sense, naisipan kong pumunta sa health service (sossy na tawag sa clinic..) dahil dun lng naman ang logical na lugar na pupuntahan nila..pero xempre, isa na naman itong frosh experience (frosh=freshie=college freshman), dahil hinid ko talaga alam kung paano pumunta ng health service pag pumasok ka ng faura..pero dahil nga isa akong super hero eh..nakarating ako dun..wait!!! REWIND REWIND REWIND!!! balik tayo sa frosh experience!!! at xempre di ba?! nagmamadali akong naglalakad (brisk walk ata mas appropriate) kasi naman baka kung ano nang nagyari kay czarina asperilla di ba?! at baka kulang na siya ng laman loob (organs naman..mas demure!) pag nagkita kami ulit..at alam niyo ba na sa aking pagmamadali..(clears throat)..dahil ospital ang PGH, eh may isang nurse na may dalang wheelchair na may tao ang nasa harap ko..at grabe!!! ang baaaagaaal nila..nakakasira ng momentum..at kaya, dahil sa aking pagnanais na maabutang buo si czar eh nag overtake ako sa wheelchair na iyon..at ang malas ko dahil walang one way sa mga hallway kaya kinailangan kong bumalik sa line ng direction ko di ba?? at alam niyo ba na sa aking pagbalik ay..(insert suspense music here)..PUG!!! aray!!! tumama sa isang gulong nung mabagl sa wheelchair ang right ankle ko..at dahil sa ayaw kong tumigil, mapahiya, umiyak sa sakit at hindi maabutan si czar eh, sige lang ako sa aking brisk walk na sa mga panahong iyon ay naging brisk dragging ng right foot..at makailang hakabang palang ako eh ramdam ko na ang pagakyat ng sakit patungo sa aking tuhod at parang mahuhulog na lang ako anu mang oras sa hallway na parang leaning tower of pisa..naku hindi!! foreign un masyado..un na lng building sa divisoria na nahulog..hahaha!!!

PGH LESSON ONE:
wag makikipag race sa whelchairs dahil talo ng gulong ang paa (lalo na pag naka tsinelas ka lng)..

PGH!!!!:the sequel:
dahil sa ayaw kong iwanan ang aking kaibigan sa PGH, eh hindi na kami ni majo umattend ng Philo class namin..at piniling maghintay sa tahimik, malamig ngunit walang signal na receiving area sa health service..(ay may signal pala pabugso bugso..)..at dahil sa naiinip na ako at wala na akong magawa habang hinihintay ang doktor, eh hindi ko alam kung anung tuliling ang pumasok sa utak ko at naisipan kong palitan ang ilang mga piling pangalan sa aking phonebook (sa phone ko xempre di ba?!) ng mga nakakaliw na smileys!!! at oo, naaliw nga ako..sa pagiisip kung anong smiley ang gagamitin at para kanino..pero ng lumaon eh nakaharap k ang isang malaking problema!!! HINDI KO MAALALA KUNG SINO SINO UNG MGA SMILEY!!!! hay..kung alam niyo lng ang hirap na dinanas ko sa panghuhula kung sino sino sila..pero xempre..dahil ako ang dakilang baliw..hindi ko pa rin ppinapalitan ang kanilang mga pangalan at nanatili silang mga smiley..(meet: :-* , ..~~,.. , ..~.~.. , ..^_^.. , .. :x .. , oh di ba astig?! sana lang naalala ko silang lahat at hindi mali ang masendan ko ng msg one of these days..)

PGH LESSON TWO:
umupo na lamang ng tahimik, wag ng pakialaman ang mga bagay na hindi na dapat binubusis..

note: huwaw!! nakaktuwa namang basahin ang aking taglish na entry ngayon!!! taglish kasi ung umpisa ay ingles habang ang pahuing bahagi naman ay nasa tagalog..salamat bob! mabuhay ka!


hay..PGH nga naman..maraming lessons ang tinuturo sa mga UPM students..ngaun nga lang hindi ko alam kung anung saysay ng mga lesson na ito sa buhay ko at sa aking napipitong paggawa ng philo paper at pagpapagupit na mga highlight ng araw ko bukas..wala lng..preview..

i have nothing to write about today:

really..

nothing..

as..

in..

blank..

ooohh..

now...

i..

know..

*****

OH MY GOOGLY THOUGHTS:
i went on line this evening, and to my surprise, GENPOT was OL!!!(oooh, i miss you potpot!)..i just love it when i get to talk with my HS barkada...especially genpot..i love you gen, gugulion times..gugulion gugulion gugulion times...thanks for making me smile today and making my day kahit na gabi na..i really really miss you gugulion times...i love you...gugulion gugulion gugulion gugulion gugulion times..MWAAAH!!!! :-*...(GO FOR GOLD!!)...

*****

lonely math:
i sat alone during math today...absent kasi si kuya edwin..na naman..hay!!! how sad...hmm...i started to miss somebody tuloy..did i just say that out loud?! kuya edwin, di ka na pwede mag absent sa thursday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVIS!!!

passing notes in class:

i have for the longest time ever, been contemplating on whether or not the following conversation/s should see the light of day..but since i have nothing else to post..and i badly want to update my blog..as a therapy and release of my innate craziness..WHAT THE HECK!!! (i'm good naman in omitting names eh...)

dedicated to my kuya who ever so tenderly put up with my physical, emotional and intellectual tortures..(you will forever be remembered and loved...including your ninja turtles...)

the first day of the passing thing:
(a day when i was in a different dimension and was not really me, and my dear kuya noticed it..and asked me "bakit ang sungit mo ngayon?" along with his endless taunting of his fantasies about me and this guy)

the conversation went like this:

kuya, oo, dati, inaamin ko tama ka, pero ngayon hindi na, wala na...as in wala na talaga..katulad nga ng sabi nila (hindi ko na lang sasabihin kung sino sila), He's not worth the risk..Oo nung una nag-risk ako, pero ayaw ko na..nasasaktan na ako..(haha!! ang drama!!).come what may na lng.
PS: hindi ako masungit!
ako ang pinakamabait na tao sa mundo! JOKE!

[next part skipped...it involves too many names..not good]

Hindi no!..(next part skipped again...reason see above)...move on?! OK na kaya ako! tapos na yun...wala naman talagang nangyari eh..nasa imagination ko lng lahat un..AHAHAHA!!!!

Sinungaling ka! may namagitan sa inyong dalawa..kaya ka nagkakaganyan dahil naging parte siya ng buhay mo..

Hindi yun totoo noh?! Wala naman talagang namagitan sa amin..napaka one sided! Haha! ikaw talaga! eh anu namang use nung "naging parte siya ng buhay ko" kung hindi naman ako naging parte ng buhay niya di ba?!

So anong feeling ng first kiss at first hug ninyong dalawa?

Hahaha!!! kulit mo talaga! Wala nga di ba?! Ang friendship namin before ay limited..not my choice, his..so sino ba naman ako para mag insist di ba?! Girlfriend ba niya ako? hindi naman..close ba kami?! hindi naman..medyo lang...

So inamin mo din na gusto mong maging Girlfriend niya para makiss at mahug mo siya?(insert ninja turtle character here)

Hindi yun ganun no?! Anu ka ba?! HINDI YUN GANUN! SINASABI KO LANG!!!

[then the class ended..finally..]

*for the complete conversation (which was deemed not suitable for the public), please get in touch with the author

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Kissing 101:for a friend (name omitted for obvious reasons)

1.) Don't think about it too much.
2.) Do it like they do in the movies. (works for me most)
3.) Hands should be placed in places that would prevent 2nd base.
4.) It's normal for your teeth to touch. (i guess)
5.) When doing it 'openly', tilt your head to the side. (to prevent hitting his teeth i guess. not sure. it's been a long while..haha!!!)
6.) It's not suppose to look very pretty dear.
7.) Just do it the way you feel you should.
8.) (see number one)
9.) Enjoy...(how naughty could i get?!)
10.) Never ask a girl to teach you because: 1.) they can't demonstrate it with your participation and 2.) it promotes lesbian love.

*for lessons in tongue twisters and lip nibblings consult Dr. Cosmopolitan (where i get all these things-you-do-not-really-need-to-know) or even better, try it yourself*

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Disclaimer: this blog was made under the influence of heavy sugar doses. the things written here do not reflect either the life, opinion and /or mind of the author. (sugar does this to nice people)

i have been a very very bad girl yesterday...

*i am very sorry for not being able to update my blog yesterday..
(to those people bored or caring enough to care about what happens to my life)*

much ado about FILI:

we had this very peculiar walk-to-Rob talk yesterday...we were talking about..(clears throat)..El Filibusterismo and Daimos...(don't ask me why Daimos..)..oh! now i remember how it all started!!!..you see, during our Histo (history) class, we were talking about the different political positions during the Collonial Spanish times..one of which was "Kabesa de Barangay", and then my friend, by the name of czarina asperilla, asked us if we still remember the name of Kabesang Tales's son when he became a Guardia Civil..(which btw i really don't remember)...(see the connection?? Kabesa de barangay?? Kabesang Tales??) we were fighting whether or not it was "Carolino", (which i sincerely doubt)...then i dunno what happened but daimos suddenly came into the picture..oooh!!! i just remembered..you see, UPM's walls are peppered by the face of our dear Justice Secretary (who i btw perceive as a stupid ass and ignoramus who can't keep his mouth shut..) side by side with a picture of a villain from one of those animes...(either Daimos or Voltes Five)..well..i think that's what started the talk...anyway..when we were about to cross the street, still talking about el fili, my friend Maciolf, said something like this: "anu ba yan? di pa ba tapos yang DAIMOS na yan??"..then somebody from the back said somethng like: "EL PHILO!!!..hahaha!!! imagine the amount of laughter and noise pollution we created..(it was a nice talk after histo and before philo though..thanks for the laughs guys..i love you..though we mix things up evry now and then..)

***PAHABOL SA EL FILI***

POP QUIZ! "Ano ang dalawang pangalan ng anak na lalaki ng anak na lalaki ng matandang napipi sa El Fili?!"

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THE ULTIMATE HR with no dream wedding:(me)

I am the HR of the group (HR= Hopeless Romantic)...i am, i guess one of the few strong believers of "love" and "being loved"..but while we were at Goldilock's, waiting for my friend's order of palabok, i was talking to two of my other friends (names omitted so as not to stain their reputation as cynical people), and to my surprise we had a talk about "Dream Weddings"..friend A wanted her wedding song to be "from this moment", while friend B who wanted a beach wedding, wanted "when i fall in love" as her wedding song...and i, who is a sucker for fairytales and happy endings, just stood there..smiling at my two friends' remarks about weddings and happy endings..and that's when i realized that i do not have one..a dream wedding that is..i do not have a dream wedding song..i do not have a dream wedding theme..not even a motif...i do not have a picture of my wedding in my mind...i really really like to get married someday..but somehow i do not have this still picture of me in my wedding dress..maybe because i do not really see myself getting married someday..(huh?!) well..i dunno..maybe i would have a picture of my dream wedding when the right one comes..and when i would know for sure...

Project Boyfriend: (tally sheet..for scores)

i have concluded that i would make a tally sheet of my candidates' makes and brakes..which is btw very corny..but would be easier to keep track of..

asymptotic pair: 0

(you seemed nice the other day..but why be like so scary yesterday..i thought you were gonna eat me..haha!!!)

forever bestfriend: 0

(i don't like your style..that's not right dearie..not right at all..)

co-superhero: 2

(thanks..)

so isn't it obvious?! my co-superhero is leading..haha!!!

oh..i just died...

my first:

today i had my fair share of failures in math..i failed my second departmental exams..and it was really devastating...i know i could've done better..i know i could've passed..but i didn't..and that really sucks...both my parents said that it was OK..but it's not OK for me..oh well..this has been my trend for like forever..i pass the first test with a fairly nice score then fail the next...(proven by my chemistry grades during third year)..but i really hope history would repeat itself and that i would again pass the next two exams..(oh, i really hope so...)

a partial day:

today is a partial day for me..it is partially happy and partially sad..(partially sad?! see above)..partially happy because, it was not really a bad day...i saw my eye candy today...(who by the way also rides the LRT2..and i got to ride with him too..^_^)..i was also relieved of my craving for pancakes..(thanks tita malen!!!)...i also enjoyed my PE and COMM classes today...hmm..life in UP, yes it's VERY difficult..but i am loving it..(oooh, another partial thing today?! i had a partial wedgy for half of the day...which by the way was very annoying..)

Gratitude notes:

to my mom and dad:

thanks for being the greatest parents ever..I LOVE YOU...

to ivan/aldrich/ibs:

thank you for comforting me..i really really really love you..thanks...i will forever be thankful and grateful for your presence in UPM..thanks...you're the greatest friend/kuya/kakulitan/superhero one could ever have...thank you talaga...i really needed someone from UPM who's older than me to tell me that it's all going to be okay...thank you for that partial hug/akbay (i told you it was a day of partials)...thanks ulit...I love you...(you know you love me too..^_^)


to my kuya Edwin:

thank you for your smiling face when you told me that everything is OK...i really appreciate you being there as my kuya...although i physically but endearingly hurt you, you know i love you...(you know you love me too..) and am really thankful that i got to know you...thank you talaga...kaya natin to!

oh kill me now...

hmmm..i was really suppose to go to sleep already..but somehow after my midnight shower, all the forces pushing me towards my bed weakened..so, without anything else to do...i decided to update my blog..(and search people i know in friendster and multiply...a bad habit i have i tell you..i have a victim!!! naks!! lucky day for a kill!!!)...anyway here goes:

UP's Powers were too strong..too much for a superhero to handle...

oh..i promised myself not to talk about that extraordinarily difficult departmental exams, but no!!! i can't ressit sharing my thoughts about it...you see, i always hoped that i would be able to escape..err..be exempted in..the final examinations for MATH11..(ooh..now i know why they have exclamation points together with number one in the keyboard...MATH11 = MATH!!), but alas! the powers of UP has proven once again to be too much for a lone superhero to take...it was the most difficult test i ever took..i was staring at the Problem solving part for 15 long minutes, for i did not know what to do with it..i really wanted to cry..but a superhero cannot show signs of weaknesses..(only in extreme times...like math11 classes on thursdays..)..finally, the gods and godesses of Olympus were kind enough to grant me enlightenment amidst all the X's, Y's and Z's..i do not really expect to pass that test..i am just glad that it's over..with all my energy drained, all i can hope for tonight is to sleep like a baby...

PROJECT BOYFRIEND (update):

hmmm...there are not really relevant news regarding my candidates..(though, this is for plain and simple fun)..well nothing that won't involve names that is...so i'd rather not put in anything...haha!!! though, aphrodisiacs (oooohhhh, naughty little girl...), intellectual flirting and naughty smiles are definitely involved..haha..(leaving things to your imagination once again, like nipple talks...naughty little me..)

Gratitude Notes:

To my dear savior...IVAN..i love you..(you know you love me too)..thanks for saving my ass today..we're definitely even...thanks for borrowing a calculator for me...thanks for being my kuya-of-the-day-to-the-rescue when all other options are not possible...i really really appreciate your presence in UPM..haha!!! thanks again!!! ALABSHEW!!!!

Heart Felt Apologies:

Kuya..i'm really really sorry for my super kakulitan...i hope you feel better..seratonin would be good for you really..i know..i've been there..too many times pa..anyway..i'm really really sorry..(with matching puppy dog eyes) di na po mauulit, di ko na po kayo masyado kukulitin...sorry po talaga...

Anton..sorry for calling you immature..you're not immature...you're just a little childish sometimes most of the time, but you're definitely not immature...it was just something that came out of my mouth..sorry ulit...

this one i got from one of kuya jiro's testimonial for a girl named concon..i liked it and i thought it was really sweet..i hope someone would sing this song to me..(haha!!! in my dreams..)..well, libre mangarap...

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to tell you the truth i have to study tonight, because by this time tomorrow (5:44pm) i will be taking the second dpartmental exams in mathematics...i was lucky that i passed the first one..but this time I won't take any chances..i will..i repeat..I WILL STUDY PROPERLY..and i know it would be good for me to do so..(hmmm, in fact I even have an inspiration..haha!!!!)

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i really do not have time to post a decent blog entry..but as i was walking in Cubao..I saw this friendly reminder..(as if from God and through Divine Intervention..)..it was written in the shirt of the guy who was walking in the opposite direction..although it was not the first time i saw such a shirt, it was different this time because it was as if God was speaking to me..(ang drama..hindi kaya devil yung kausap ko at nililinlang ako???)..well, enough said, the shirt, or the print on the shirt said: "TRUE LOVE WAITS"..(indeed it does..)

cleaning up my act..
(i still like him though...)

i've had it with creating and writing solely about him...(it's not healthy anymore..)..it has for the longest time consumed sucked out all my energy..(to the point of a very embarassing breakdown in my math11 class..) so for the sake of "me", i would try to look at the brighter things in life..(like cakes and FHM's plus nipple talks)...

A love-hate relationship:
(this used to be the greatest love affair in the whole universe btw...)

i, for most of my life, have had one of the best relationships with the greatest enemy of most students..no, i am not talking about teachers (contrary to popular belief i am not a suck up..)..i am especially talking about, (clears throat), MATH...and the never ending quest for the value of that variable X...(algebra..)..i specifically enjoyed trigonometry and geometry..(oh, now i am revealing my innate nerdy qualities to the whole of humanity...no biggie, most super heroes in fact have "nerd" written as their day job..i truly am a superhero..)..and i thought that this oh so perfect love story of me and my dearest math would never change..but alas! by virtue of the UPCAT results and my decision to drop DLSU and go to UP has changed all that...i am now faced with the perils of even failing math..(math11 to be exact..to be more specific, college algebra)...oh how i love UP! to be frank, algebra is really no biggie for anybody, you just have to find the values of either X or Y (or whatever variable may be used to represent this certain value)...but of course, that is not the case in UP (a place enveloped in complete mystery)..you see, no matter how good your professor is, and no matter how much you think you understand the lesson presented, UP always finds a way to make things so much harder for you..something beyond even the strongest of my powers..i am now stuck with a definite Love-hate relationship with mathematics..(thanks to UP!!!)..i still love it..i love it so much..but somehow, after all these years, nagsawa na siya sa akin and now math hates me..(poor me!!!)..my superpowers are truly no match for UP-Manila's Math11..it is my kryptonite...what is the value of Kryptonite that UP have for us superheroes dwelling within its walls, you may ask?! well after much contemplation and mathematical computations i have finally concluded that it is simply the limit of (1+1)/deltaX as deltaX approaches 0 ..(note that i can't use the greek symbol delta..)

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trying to fight the urge:
i have (for the longest time possible) been trying to convince myself to go on a diet and stick to it..and now after much contemplation..i vow (note that i now vow..and not just promise..) to go on a diet and stick to it..no matter how hard it would be for me...and the funny thing is, i am writing all of these after i was presented with a pack of my lola's famous polvoron (which i am definitely going to consume) and as i am eating a piece of Chocolate Crunchies..(yum yum!!!)

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my date:
i had a date with my kuya last night..(one that was very much unexpected and definitely not planned as we were in our pambahays)..well, i had a great time though, (sure beats studying)..anyway, we talked about the condition in which the Philippines is in right now..and it was kinda surprising to note that as much as we would like to help out, and in so much as we would like to change things are and create a better Philippines for all of us, we have agreed to a consensus that we just can't do that..(no matter how much super powers we have..) and thus we have finally concluded that the best way to help the system (by that i mean not only the government but the totality of the country) is to do our own part..i mean, let us do what we have to do, let us not mind what others are doing..let us do things we have to the best of our ability as best as we can...it's not always about rallying in the streets, shouting protests and asking for reform in the system, let us do our part..create start a revolution of change...maybe then we can have a better Philippines..oh well, it's just a thought...

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PROJECT BOYFRIEND:

hmm..by the power of suggestion, (by a certain czarina asperilla)..this is the start of a blog-series (see above for title)..it will be about my quest of finding the one to offer my heart and soul to (yuck! ang mushy!!!)...although, by the end of this blog-series (if it would ever end) it is not necessary that i would have a boyfriend..(i just want to know if my ideal guy exists..)anyway, as this is the first ever episode, i would like to present all the candidates..

my asymptotic pair:
a guy with which i have a certain connection with..(although i'm quite not sure what that connection maybe) i have forever been drawn into him...nevertheless, i am still in total cluelessness on whether or not he sees me as i see him..

my forever bestfriend:
this guy i never knew i would be close to..but in a funny twist of fate, i got to know him..and surprisingly i was moved by him..it only took a brief moment for him to touch my life (yuck!! mushy moment once again)...although i am quite uncertain by how he feels for me...although i see a glitter in his eyes when we are together..every now and then...

my co-superhero:
this one i knew for the longest time among all of the candidates...he is the crushing type really...a cutie so to speak...although i never really had anytime to bond with him, i am certain that we have a connection...although i am still not sure on whether he is the kind of guy i would want to be with...

these are the candidates for now..(although still subject to approval by the board..)...stay tuned next time for developments on this project...*singing* this is the start of something new *singing*..hihi... ^_^

just letting my hands type...
(without thinking of anything..)

today, i really do not know what to blog about...but by virtue of my super bionic senses, i feel this very very strong pushing force telling me to update my blog for the sake of the people who take time to read it..(my super bionic senses tell me that they are few though..)

hmmm..my very own skirt day:
(i had nothing else to wear okei?!)

today i had to wear a skirt (see above), i was very very uncomfortable wearing it though, i always wanted to sit as comfortably as possible at all times aka slouch, but unfortunately i do not have the luxury of clean jeans for that today...so long story short i wore a very lengthy formal skirt to school...(i still wasn't able to refrain from slouching though)..at first i thought it would be a great way to get someone notice me (notice how i don't specify who..) after all, what better way than to wear something nice right?!..well by the time i was at the LRT station, i was comletely overcome by regret..(regret..regret i tell you!!!)..for what better day for the LRT to breakdown on me than the day i was in a skirt?! i stood there waiting for a train that i thought would never come..my stand-by time lasted for 45 very looooooong minutes...then finally, i was able to get in a train..(a train with no air conditioning btw..)..and for the record, i did not intend to ride that train (see previous note: () ) i was just, by the powers of those around me (which btw was way too strong for my own powers; collective kasi eh..not fair..) pushed into that train...(note: the ones who pushed me were girls! girls! girls i tell you!!)...i arrived in my first class 40 minutes late..(argh!!! damn that LRT..)...i really desperately wanted to run on the streets of both taft and faura, but alas! my lengthy, formal skirt would not allow me...oh, what a great day to wear my skirt..

(gratitude note-to-self: you're still lucky kat, i would have been worse had it rained..)

oh people see me once again:

it's really funny how people would ignore me for the longest time possible then one day wake up and say "oh, why don't i acknowledge katrina's presence today?!"..why don't you?! hmmm?!..i know it sounds silly but there are just days when people do not seem to see me..not just one person, a lot of persons...well of course i do not by virtue of my super powers go invisible or something (that power i do not have, and would not choose to use had i did..) i just am very unnoticeable..uhm, very easy to ignore..and that is something new..because, before (by which i mean in my alma mater) people notice me very often...and now, i seem to disappear from the crowd every now and then...it's not that i resent the fact that people do not notice me, it is also quite good..being able to blend in with the crowd and all..it just goes to show that..i am just normal, average..nothing really special..which is also good for my super hero career..(no super hero would reveal his or her true identity..)